Monday, May 25, 2009

I like to wander to find rest

You always hate that kinda of person, until you become them. Then you realize you hate yourself. if only you realized you were them the entire time.

Most of the reasons why we are unhappy with ourselves is because we are rejected by society.

I've wandered around this pond to rest for years. But i've pushed in and out with welcomes and rocks to walk around with no rest. New alliances, new threads are what makes up this quilt of chaos and success. "I like when the people I don't like have nowhere to stand." So does everyone else, until they become that person. You will never be. Your heart could never be crushed by the cards you play. Your life is a game of risk, and I'm the lonely spy who just wants a true friend. We all have said that we hate this society, but what keeps us coming back for more? Is it because we couldn't make a single friend on the outside? I'm just going to keep walking around with some place to rest. I'll try to only open my mouth when I need a bed, but I can't promise you that I won't also need a friend.

I'll always have an extra bed.

It doesn't matter how hard you try, some were meant to control, some to enterntain, some to hurt, some to love, some to tag a long, some to laugh, some to cry, and like me, some I wander. But no matter who you are, you will always be a ditcher.

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